| Sometimes I wish that I wasn't single... just had to get that out...
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| I have a lot on my mind... I guess that this is the best place to get everything out because I can be honest and free here... Right now everything is all fucked up... On more then one level... I just can't get it together... I really can't... The old me is starting to come back out and I can't... it can't happen... like really it can't... i don't wanna be the old me... I'm trying to do what's best for me but sometimes I don't think that I even know what that is... Growing up is hard... some things are going to take work and others it shouldn't be this hard... This is the first time that I have ever thought about a relationship based on distance... but idk about this... I know that I'm a good catch but it seems that I have to convince him that i'm good for him... All my actions and everything that I've told him doesn't seem that they are good enough... Granted there have been some times when I have messed up but he's not perfect either... It seems that the bad is always based on me and what I do wrong...With distances come problems that normally might not have occurred because TRUST is the biggest factor... and if he doesn't trust me then I don't know what to do... I trust him or am starting to... He does something but if I were to do that to him then it would be a problem...i don't get it i really don't... i really like him... we'll see how things turn out... |
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| The truth is I want to be special to someone...
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| When it comes to relationships and potentially being in one I become very paranoid... idk if I can do it... but I want him...so i might have to suck it up... I really think that I am heartless at this point... I have an icebox where my heart used to be...
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| I'm scared as hell to want you. But I'm wanting you anyway.
That's from Grey's Anatomy. I would have to say that I agree....
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